Yeah, I check both, but I fig. there's some stuff we could be posting here that we don't post on the main. But whatever.

For instance, I told Bristol today that I couldn't be her friend. I left it open though, which maybe I shouldn't have. But I just said definitely not right now, and I don't know how long before it will even be possible. She was upset about it, but wants to help me in any way she can, she feels mucho guilty bout the whole thing. She still hasn't helped me out a lot though, cause she still drops her hints and she doesn't squash me when I allude to some hope for us. So it's like she's saying she just doesn't know, that we could possibly have some future. who knows, either way, I'm done for now.

in Christ,
jason